bila kakak jadi cikgu...

Lepas kemas barang2 yang dibawa pulang dari uniten pusaka tersayang (?), aku pun pasang la lavalamp kat side table. After setting-up a bit here and there, the wax in the lavalamp start to melt, goeyy and moving, my lil sis also start to bombard me with her questions.

lil sis: kakak, macam mana dia boleh gerak2? (sambil tunjuk kat wax yg gerak2)

Me: Erm. Bila temperature naik, wax tu jadi ringan la. sampai atas, temperature dia kurang, jadi wax tu jadi berat balik dia turun.

lil sis: mcm mana wax tu boleh jadi berat pastu ringan pastu berat balik?

Menjawab tanpa berfikir panjang,

Me: Er, sebab density.

lil sis: density? kakak, temperature tu apa?

Me: temperature tu suhu. kalau temperature naik, panas la. Kalau temperature turun sejuk la.

lil sis: macam mana temperature tu boleh naik pastu turun?

Again, menjawab tanpa berfikir panjang,

Me: Sebab heat transfer.

Frustrated,adik aku keluar cari Umi nak explanation yang lebih mantap.

I really need to work on my communication skills.

Me also frustrated tau! (dengan gaya ala joyah - auwww! )

Boredom

Bosan.
Seriously bosan.
Cuak jugak.
Pasal FYP.
Heh.
Mintak2 lulus owh.
Tapi bosan tu lagi overwhelming.
Sebab taktau nak buat apa.
Cari kerja.
Main internet.
Answers few calls.
Eh eh, ngade betul la minah ni.
Time banyak assignments and class dulu selalu ngeluh.
*Sigh*
Abah dah bising pasal financial planning.
Fikir nak beli kereta apa.
Tunggu AFTA boleh tak?
nak Honda City.
Ngade2.
Baru kerja dah nak kereta mahal.
Eh eh, baru abes study la.
Abah taknak support ke?
Abah cakap kawen dah support, nak support kereta lagi.
Banyak cantik!
Eheh. Anak abah memang cantik.
Menawan lagi.
Bosan owh.
Carikan aku kerja.

DIAM

Shut up and listen to me

Wedding, wedding and more wedding...

tanya abah,

"amal, awak nak buat majlis kat dewan mana?"

tanya abah lagi,

"amal, awak nak wedding yang grand2 then takde duit, or nak wedding yang sedang2 so, ada la duit nak g honeymoon."

tanya aku,

"bukan ke abah cakap abah nak sponsor wedding amal tu?" hehehe

*****

aku tengah pegang naili anak kak farah masa kenduri tadi, then umi tegur,

" tak sesuai la awak pegang baby. Nampak muda lagi. " hehehe

*****

Susahnya nak plan wedding. Banyak benda. Penat.

Tekad untuk masa hadapan : cari duit banyak-banyak, upah wedding planner. Hehehe

*****

Aku still tak ready untuk berkahwin actually. So, topik wedding ni memang kena avoid awal2 dah. Even pegang baby pun tak sesuai - kekok, nampak muda. Nampak kan?

Aku tengok sorang junior aku, semakin tarikh wedding dia dekat makin tu dia nampak matured. I mean, dia prepared to be a wife. Even long distance marriage( ada ke?) pun.

Sebab, bila orang tu betul ready to be a wife, she would be really prepared mentally. Physically? owh, that's nature. Human instinct. Hehehe. Seeeee...very the gatal i am. Haish. Gatal only, not really prepared mentally. *Sigh*

*****

Enough with the wedding, I want to continue my journey.

Wish me luck!

Muachx!

I don't need dentist. I only need ice-creams.

sakit gigi. sobs.

tak tau nak cakap camne.

osmate mesti dah boring dengar aku asik cakap "sakit gigi..owh"

trying to be "chattery" macam biasa. tapi gusi bengkak asik berlanggar dengan gigi atas. sakit owh.

ke tanda-tanda untuk jadi dewasa tu, aku kena jadi pendiam?

owh. aku memang diam. kalau orang tak tegur aku diam. kalau orang tegur, aku jadi macam DJ radio tak henti cakap.

sakit gigi. sobs.

(T_T)

Mata saya pedas

9 oct - presentation

14 oct - draft thesis

16 oct - test 2 ndt

19 oct - project renewable

20 oct - final hard bound thesis

26 oct - final paper economy

mata saya pedas...

(@_@)

a promise to myself

A promise to myself.

After all this mess, I want to find 'myself'. My adventurous self.

A holiday in Neverland. Where the grass speaks, and the flowers sing; and the sun smiling down on me.

Anyone want to join this wagon?

Jom, cuti-cuti Malaysia.

p/s: I never been to Sarawak. ;)